I’m having another episode,
I just need a stronger dose.
– 7 Minutes in Heaven (Atavan Halen), Fall Out Boy
I’m Miss Worst-Case Scenario. I will panic over things that I link up in my head that have no basis in reality.
I was mildly reprimanded the other day and I keep waiting for something harsher to happen to me. So when people started to act a bit more secretive and strange near me today, I spent a good portion of my day on edge waiting for the other shoe to drop.
It doesn’t matter that I barely had any info to be jumping to that conclusion, I still leapt there without a second thought. I end up inventing most of the drama in my life. How the hell can I stop myself from doing this? I really don’t like the vicious cycle that goes on- calm for a while and then near blind-panic every day for weeks on end.
Thankfully, something usually comes along to pull me out of my panic but considering that I’ve just started this wave, it might be awhile before I can convince myself that there’s nothing worth the stress I’m placing on me.
I can also de-stress with BTR.
New episode on Saturday (8/20).
I finally got my sister hooked on these adorable boys and when I was explaining the plot of BTWedding, I paused at “James accidentally proposes to….” trying to get a correct description of what I had seen in the commercial. She took it upon herself to fill in the blank with “Logan?” This response made me goggle at her a bit because I can’t convince her to pair any of them up at all, let alone my favorites James and Logan. That would make the Kames fans unhappy, silly sister.
Speaking of BTR fans, have I missed something or is the rest of the world finally catching up to Speedo-gate? My blog views have sky-rocketed since people have actively started searching for a picture of the BTR boys (plus Dustin) in some tight looking, tiny shorts. (I’m not linking it here; you wanna see it, search for it!) It’s the pic I pull up when my sister claims Logan’s too skinny.
My response to that? No way! Look at those muscles; yum!